I am so regret.

Hello. It seems like i never been here to upload my blogger recently.

Sincerely,i was wasting my life in most of the time.

I have no idea what is going on with me.

Getting hot temper and always disobey daddy and mummys' advices.

I would like to say.I am so sorry.

My action let you down and i knew that i cannot change your mind on me even I be back to a good girl right?

I met some problem which are regarding to my personality.

I am so pissed off.

My face started to grow a lot of pimples.

The main reason is I lack of sleep.

Life is too young in the stage of teen.

I am really wish to get back into my studies life.

I don't want to stay in the realistic world.

It is so falsity for me.

November was coming,

i was wondering what new hair style is suitable for me to transfrom myself when 20 years old?

haha.

Uncertain.I got no money just because i get used on shopping?

Trying to change my life style now.

No liquor.No more to be a night owl.

Exercise more.Be more mature are the right ways.

I am really sorry to those who care on me.

Night.to everyone.

❤

A sport day for myself.

Well,i am getting anticipation in writing my blog.

Maybe this is the only way to express my mixed feeling as i survive in this realistic's world.

Today,i was repeated the same life as usual.

Went to work and came back home did some house work.

Except for one thing,I went for a sport!

Haha.

After finished all of my duty.

I was bringing my lovely gold gold for a jog.

She was so naughty because she always licks here and there.

She make me headache,but luckily she is always by myside.

When i was moody.i used to put all the temper to her.

I knew sometime she was so innocent but in the end i treated her nicely with her favorite snacks.

Ops....How bad was I isn't?

I ran four round in the small garden which located nearby my house.

During the exercising,I was wondering that "can i get some pictures to beautify my blog?"

Hmm..I will try my best in next time.

I love swimming.But i just couldn't be brave to face my problem.

There are some rashes over my body.

It is so ugly if i wear a swimming suit right?

How to get rid of this?

Still thinking out the solution.

I dont want to become a less confident girl although i always been like that.

Fairy fairy.could you please show your kindness ?

Wish all of my friends and family have a sweet dream tonight.

Dar i always have in mind of you.

Night to you too ❤

Went for a fantastic meal

He was coming back here last weekend to celebrate his mummy birthday.

Before he going back,we went for a lunch.

Sunday,a sunny day for me and him when we were on the way to permas.

The location is at permas.【二重丸】but unfortunately.

I cannot pronoun it's english name properly.

pity sad for me.haha..

This is my first time comprehend the procedure of uploading a picture.

well.i will arrange my pictures nicely for my next diary.

lolx...


Here you go..a glass of fresh watermelon juice for us to cool down the hotness in our body.

Jb is getting warmer and i wish to have a swim in the evening if i get the chance.




It was the appetizer on that day.fried toufu with tasty sause as topping.

Most of the toufu were eaten by me.






Ops.hope you all dont mind because i used to post some ugly picture on the blog to express my feeling.

I just went for a hair treatment because my hair lost with huge amount recently..
started to worry about my hair.







Dar Dar was sitting besides me and i couldn't capture him with perfect angle because the sunlight block my camera sight.

We were ordered some dishes which are califonia sushi,softcrab sushi,inari,mocha ice cream and so on.

After our lunch,he send me to work.

and straight away drove back to nilai with his friends.

We were been apart one month as his study over there and i work at here.

He is still remaining the same look and way too.

Thanks dar,see you again after you finish your diploma.

Must work hard and dont be lazy yaz.

^_________________________________^

❤

tata everyone.

It is all about life.

Hello.Good morning to all of you.

I would like to say:'It's really tiring throughout this weekend."

I keep repeating the same movement in my life.

working.eating.driving.teaching. non-stop.

What does the life is?

I can't wait to continue my study from now.

As life keep going on.

I am still lost my mind and stuck in dilemma.

Where should i go and what should i study?

I am not a wise girl and yet i wish to strive at least what i can get.

forget about it.

My dar was back during yesterday.

He brought me to have dinner with his parents last night.

After that,we were watched a movie called "Others Guys."

Well...

I could said:It was really a Terrible movie!

haha...no choice.

I am the one who lazy to press button of camera.

I lost the chance to capture very single detail and post it through the blogger.

I will be smart next time and business my blogger nicely.

give me some time pls.

^_________^

i really feel relax while i was writing a blog.

Every burden was released.

Today going to be a nice day too~
well...

have to go now.

Wish everyone have a wonderful day with your love ones.
muackz.

❤See you.

Happy mooncake festival

happy mooncake festival to all of my family members and friends.

This was my first time having a barbeque party with all my relatives.

Had a lot of fun,we gained somethings important in our heart.
Besides that, we gained *fat*.lolx.

haha.
Well,i don'w wish to mention those of the unhappy side effect.

Let's talk about what did i do on the special day.

Early in the morning,everyone was in theirs dreams.

Good job to Mindy,
she was a best chef and cooked a lot of delicious foods on that day.

She went to the fresh market and get prepared on everythings.

After i dismissed from my clinic back to my home,both of us started to cut all of the ingredient into small spices and cleaned the yard.

It was so dirty due to the reason of our youngest member----Gold Gold.

She is so naughty and make herself dirty even though i had just bring her to bath.

It was really pissed me off.
haha.

Turning to the dark night,everyone was coming.

The event is started!

We grilled all of the food which we can eat,
drink chinese tea and having mooncake.

Walk around in the garden with lantern.

Haha.
Althought we were tiring of cleaning,
i did enjoy the time with small kids,pet,and family members.

I love you all.

Today is my mummy's birthday.
happy birthday to you.
Happy birthday to you.
Happy birthday to Madam Chong.
Happy birthday to you^__________________^

muackz.

Stay healthy forever.

Try Harder

Well,say Hi to my l0vely diary because i had never touch you since i came back from Nilai.

I am so sorry about that because JB's life is awesome^______^

Frankly,i enjoyed being together with all my friends and family members for these few weeks.

If i never get mistake,I have been here around 1 month.

*claps for myself as a encouragement*yipii

But,working life style really make me headache.

I have got to remember all the medicines' name.

Besides that,I often get scold by two of my bosses who are Dr Wong and Dr Yap.

Thanks for their help,i learned a lot from this actualy practical.

The time for sisters' reunion getting less fewer as I increase my working burden.

I feel pretty sad for them because sometimes cannot gathering easily due to many of the reasons.

Working shift always changing;

tuition classes 4 times per week;

family days and also boyfriend family days too.

(6.6)v

I have to continue with my job even through there are so many of consequences behide.

Trust and Believe are important among the society.

This is what i gained since i was grown up to 19 years old.

I am so tiring, wish to have a good rest right now.

Candace: 'You blog is really awesome' ^___________^good job to you and i very appriciate that you are one of my best friend and i wish our friendship will be long lasting till forever.

All the best to all of you.MuackZ^______________^

good nitez to myself.

Z ZzZZzzzz

My tought

I release my stress on this way and i used to write out my true feeling in the blog.
I was dissapointed on myself because i leave from my music institute.
A little bit mixed feeling keep influnce me maybe i wanna going back home soon.

I started to plan my future life and activities which i can do within these four months in JB.
haha.
It must be fun because it is really joyful when i hanging out with all my besties.
I am studying how to edit my blog currently because i saw my princess Candace's profile is really colourful and i wish to have it also.

Now is week 14 and i will be sit for final exam soon but my parents will come to Nilai this weekend soon.
haha.So, i will have a family trip in this weekend to celebrate my papa's birthday.
He is really a man i admire a lot.
He is my daddy.'I love u' is the sentence i couldn't speak in front of you, so i express my feeling as the way to give a best wishes for you.

Now,talk about my boy boy.
Congratulation to Mr Chin because he finally get his 21st birthday's gift.
I really feel happy with you because you get what you want.
God bless all the persons i love and give them all the happiness always.


Nothing much to says in the blog now.
It's time to sleep.
yawn....
See you, my sweetie blog.^_________________^