Dreams.

Hi.nice to meet you again.

Little blogger.i got a lot of transaction would like to share with you in the moment.

It's hardly to describe.

the emotional in my heart.

Recently,We went for Jay chou concert at Stadium Bukit Jalil on the day of 5th,March.

There were very crowded and i didn't even watched Mr Jay Chou properly.

But through the screen,He is really got talent in Music.

=) I will keep supporting him as long as he is still on the way of his journey of music.





Next event.

which is My brother wedding.

There were a lot of working in preparing the wedding.

And We did spent time on the background drawing.

But we managed to finish it on time=)

How nice.

But i think another ideas after i started to paint the first drawing in the middle of the way.

Heartache+headache.

so decided to finish the first idea in the end.

I hope that brother would like the background .

then i got nothing to worry.

Every incident which happened before was just a dream, for me.

A strong feeling of sadness comes up in my mind.

Honestly,

people always treats nicely to whom treats badly to them.

I am the one of the example.

Wind can't blow those of the unhappy air away.

How can I do?

There is only one thing.

keep walking and be strong.


Goodbye.and Take care....

这次我是真的 懂了

The time is around 12.30 midnight.

I feel so relax after taken a bathe.

Sitting in front of laptop and starting to express the life that i spend today.

Well.There is nothing special in my everyday's life.

I went to Singapore not long ago.

Walked around in the city which is so unfamiliar for me.

And...

I am wondering how could i get use in the new environment?

=( A lot of worriment cames up my mind all at once.

Every procedure is going on smoothly.

My medical report shown my body function normally.

and I am busying with my brother's wedding.

Sound exciting isn't it.?

I hope that i could finish the background as soon as possible.

And improve myself in every article.

=)All the best.Lenice.

A deep breath in and out from my mouth.

I should learn how to give and take whenever what the matter is happen to me.

Cry cannot resolve problems.

Wipe your tears.

Take in a deep breath.

make the decision directly.

be strong.be strong and independent.

This is what i should told myself.


No one could be with you forever.

Selfishness is the characteristic that own in every Human Being.

The tendency of without trainning which cannot be eliminate by everyone of you.

try to be realism in the way you deal with things.

This is what i learned from the world.

Good night.The world.

Goodbye.My tears.
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每一个小宝宝 从出生的那一刻

就被上天给予了一份本性

他们都是善良的孩子们

日子一天一天过去了

善良的孩子们接触到了成长过程中

不能避免的威胁

他们变得叛逆 残酷 邪恶

这些心态 使他们忘记了当初善良的本性

直到 领悟了 做了真正后悔的事

他们回头了 也忏悔了

可是 发生的事 怎么都弥补不了

时间可以淡忘他们的恶性

但是却怎样都不能淡忘那份一直隐藏在内心的

挣扎



如果这个世界可以重来好几遍

你还会想去挽回对你以前后悔的事情吗




后悔 是一个名词 而
弥补 是一个动词

Started to love myself.

现在是凌晨3.22分

觉得有些疲倦了 所以以华文来代劳吧

兔年一转眼就要来到尾声了

其实心里有些许不舍

因为并没有做些什么有意义的事情

来为这一年所努力



我觉得这一年里

我的作风真的改变很多


把原本那个循规蹈矩的蕾儿

变成了深不可测的我

对自己感到有些惊慌失措

连我都不知道应该怎么解决


爱自己 做自己想要完成的事

或许对每一个人来说

很简单

可是

倒映在我身上的

却是痛苦 和辛酸


我承认 我是悲观主义者

总是先往坏的方面想


可是 每个人都有自己拟定的步伐丫

所以不管别人怎么想

我还是会继续这样子走下去


这是在这一年里 自己对自己立的誓约

I Love Myself.

Don't get hurt by anyone anymore.

If accidentally the unconsious situation happened.

I would cuel myself and face bravely to everyone of you.




星星之所以那么闪烁

是因为 它们总是默默的奉献

就算没有被给予赞美

它们还是非常勤劳的 执行各自的任务

我们也应该秉持这样的态度

面对任何事


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大年初二 那晚

我们来到了云顶高原

非常喜欢那里的气候

所以大家都涌到那里

过年的气氛 真的很好

天气寒冷 我点了一份面线来吃

虽然味道普通 可是心里暖暖的感觉真好

大年初四

到朋友家 拜年

聚一聚 很疲倦 不过很开心

晚安 世界

困了 =)

其实思念 也是一种习惯

Wonder is just a illusion.

First of all.
Here comes with my warmest regard to my blog.

It is quite difficult for me to put some idea on my blog.

As i never stepped out since few weeks ago.

Honestly.

sitting at home is actually another way to let me cooling down my emotion.

and i did managed to handle my household duties at the same time.

I should feel happy because i helped my mother to release some burdens.

=)

Give a big clap to myself.

Cheer and good jod.Lenice.


Actually.I feel very inferior whenever i stand in front of public.

Maybe i lose connection with all my friends,

and there is lack of encouragement for myself recently.

I need a deep breathe.

and escape from here.

run far far away to have a peace relaxation.

I want to loud out that' I am so stress' to blue sky and ocean.

and walk around the sand of beach.

=(

Unfortunately.

It is just a illusion.

nobody could read your mind.

Only myself could make decision in everything.

I must improve myself to be a better girl.

A mature thinking girl.

A cheerful girl.


Chinese new year is coming soon.

My only wish is 'Let those persons whom i loves achieve what they wish to receive'

There were a lot of think happened come and after.

Everyone was tired.

I am hoping that everything will go through smoothly in the coming future.

Please bless my family.

I am begging you.
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其实 部落格用华文来表达的话

真的是一个很棒的选择

可惜 大家都希望自己的英文能够再进步一些些

唯有不断的逼自己进步

你才会有得到期许的一天

我们每个人

都有自己的习性

天生扮演着不同的角色

上天给予你什么

你只能够用后天的努力

好让自己在这个社会里

有生存的空间

就算是独角戏

也要演到最后一刻

只要自己觉得已经尽力了

就没有遗憾了

所以 我把自己的本分做好

就不应该期待 奢望任何

美好的事发生在我身上了吧

自信是靠不断的打压造就出来的

我是否也该静下心来

给自己进步的空间呢？

晚安 世界

Gain and Lost in the same way.

Hey.my blog.

It is nice to see you again.

Well,you know that i am a lazy girl and seldom update myself.

Just because


I don't really expert in express myself in the blog.

Hope you don't mind.

How a lazy master to you.=)



I only could said that as time goes by,

every unlucky incident did happened to me one and after.


The First incident.

The driver reversed his car and hit my car accidentally.

Meanwhile.He refused to pay me with unpolite attitude.

This is my first time being such a bad luck in my driving life.





The second incident.

I had been penalty by trafic police because i overspeed.

I have to admit that

everything is my fault.

Maybe heaven wanted to punish me just because i am bad?


Full of doubts.








I would like to thanks to my family because of supportive from you all.

I could live happy ever after with you guys.

Thanks everyone whom giving me a great help during my crisis time.


I knew that,

We cannot be with us forever.

I was happy because i found you all with my true heart before.


No matter how is happen in the end.

I must be strong.

Lenice.

Good night.

=0 Everyone.
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今天开始有了想用华语更明确的表达我自己的念头

虽然这个部落格已经有点不健全

但是我还是会尽力保护它

爱惜它

因为他是我的知心

人家说

遗憾是一种美

这句话 感触很深 体会的人明白它背后的故事


冰淇淋融化了

如果再把它凝固起来

也已经回不去了

我和你 很要好

彼此用心对待

只要知道这个 我已经很足够了

不管未来你会在哪里

我衷心的祝福你

Recall

Hey.My blog.

I haven't touched you since the day i went away from you.

Don't cry and be sad.

I was just felt that i got nothing more to say whenever came to session of writting.



Leya with his girlfriend were stayed together happily.



I like this photo very much.


Because it seems like Leya got nothing to worry about.


He has a wonderful family.


But,it had been passed.


He is staying with mummy now.


I would just like to say:'Sorry for what i did to you."


Lenice have got to be strong no matter what would be happens ,


I have to face it.





Talk about my recent life.





As December goes fast,It had been came to the middle of the month.





I was stayed in my grandmum house last few days ago.





Again,Because My grandmum was so lonely at home.








Wish you healthy all the time.





and take care of youself because i am so worrying you.





I like this picture although the role of the picture is ugly.

I took this last Saturday,the day we went for a gathering.

Pei Shan.Ying Xuan.Zhu Xiong.A Nai.

We went for a Sang.

I did enjoyed to sing with you all.

Thanks guys.



I will go back to Nilai in the end of the month.

4 years of the nursing studies.

I might feel lonely and depress sometimes.

But no more worries now.

As i growth older and older.

I don't want to let you all down.

I swear that will remember all the memories when we were together.

Everyone is stive for their dreams.

Same goes to you.

All the best.

Blessing.

As Cold as Ice.

Have you ever felt that your mind is totally blank when you wish to write something on the blog?

Yes.I did.It always happened to me once i was writting my diaries.

As time flies here.


some kinds of bitter feelings appeared in my heart recently.

I couldn't sleep well just because of these reasons.



I faced my problems honestly.


It was my prosperity that i get the chance to meet you.


I never avoid and face up with you.



I knew that we can't returned back to our life before.


[let it be....]
This is what you told me.


Please accept my benediction.

You are the most caring person i had never met before.




Sadness breath is everywhere now....