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Good evening, i am here to share with you my life in Singapore.

Honestly, i love to stay on this website because i tend to be more relaxing and express my feeling easier.

I dislike my life at here, seriously..

I have to give parents better life and I have to struggle here.=)

But,i can manage my problems now.

Think in the other way around,i always believe my action can prove everything.

I wish to be a nice guy, but i did something bad for myself.

The action had shown that i am bad and selfishess.

I don't wish to be like that..I am so sorry to them....

Sorry.......


Well,let's forget about it first.

I have been in Singapore around 7 weeks ago.

I felt that it was because of luck.I got the chance to study here....

Thanks god.


I knew it seem like a little bit tough for me.

Sometime,i felt stressors is everywhere.'

and common test is coming soon.....

It is in week 8....

and guess what?

Now is already week 7....

I am really get into trouble....

Really wish can have a good rest after exam.....

But,i have to go for clinical assessment which is very important for nurses..

yet,i am so anticipation with that=)


I love biology....although I am still not familiar in nursing.

But i willing to learn give and take to suffer here for 3 years and get my diploma=)

Hm...............Bread and flour make me fat but no choice.

I grab them and dote them as my loves.

I can't even live without them.

=)Sometime.i used to have my meals alone.

But i met some Local friends here.

They were really nice guys.=)

Thank you all mates and friends.

Although sometime i am weird in action=(

My banana pencil's case is with me in Singapore.

She was missing her friends so much.

But she still have to survive too.

So i feed some soy for her=)

Leya is with me now in Singapore now.

I did cover blanket for him every night.

=(The whether is freaking hot and i can even sweat after i bathe=(

poor thing man....

I will be back home once i free from school=)

Home is the best part in my life.

And i miss them....

Recently,my grandmum suffering memories lost because of insulin's factors.

Hoping that everything is fine there and they could have a nice trip to China=)

Nothing to say much.=)

Going to meet you next time.

Night My blog.Heart you=)

Believe.

I should believe myself,
should not be able to talk bad behide people.

I should believe myself,
should not be able to do something which are selfishness to other.

I should be clam in myself,
should not always getting serious in every aspect.

I should upgraded myself,
should try everything thing and learn something i have never been taught before.

I should change myself,
to become a person which can offer listening to other not just hearing from other.

What should i do are not just by perceptions....

There is an action.....

全新的开始

呼 日子本子

又到了和你诉苦的日子

最近的日子 过得有点疲惫 但是却充满期待

我喜欢校园生活的日子

虽然对我来说 非常的陌生

但是我相信 我自己一个人

也可以很快乐

有些时候

我已经分辨不清什么是好与坏

我 把最好的都留给你们

希望自己是好人

可是 当好人 也会害怕

自己这样付出 你们是否会了解

一起互相扶持

我只能说

我还是这样 对你们

好想念 我中学的大家

是多么的安乐

渐渐长大 发现社会很现实

我会保护我自己 不会再这样傻傻的

耶 一眨眼

四月尾又到了尾声

祝我的朋友们幸福快乐

你们要好好的哦

我想你们 =）

我有了一个目标

开始慢慢的往这个目标前进

护士 初次见面请多多指教

Endless.

The title is talk about :Endless of Friendship. It was such a long period that i didn't updated my blog. I feel weird just because i am typing in english version. It's sound strange and i can't even type a proper sentence in the beginning. Well. Let go through my topic after some kind of nags from me. We were celebrated Crystal birthday other day ago. Firstly.I was very appreciated those people who came for the celebration. It is very hard to gather people nowaday. I am very hoping that Friendship will be lasting forever and endless until we are getting older and older. We did took some pictures as the memory of the celebration. Caelyn.

Crystal.

Everyone of my friend.Thanks a lot=)

I was very shy at the moment with her did to me.haha

I love the picture very much.

My stomach is churning now.

Just because of ingested kinda big amount of steamboat ingredients?

This is a very happiness method as we could enjoy tasty food with our love ones.

I will miss you all as the time goes by.....

The time is getting nearer and nearer.

I am ready to take off from the landscape.

Bless myself and for my love ones.

stay happy.healthy and I will always miss you guys ..

night=)

小.伤口

午夜时分 睡眼惺忪的我选择不睡觉 赖在桌子上 开始对你 分享 最近的点点滴滴 呼 其实我的生活还蛮糜烂的 真的有点搞不清楚头绪 之前安排一系列的活动 也因为 懒惰的关系而 延误了 所以呢 为了自己赚取生活费 去打工了 其实身为一名推销员 不仅需要的是口才 更加需要的是 勇气 而我 学习收获了很多 对我来说 或许接触陌生人 和他们分享是一件很困难的事 本人觉得自己是一个很慢热的人 我不喜欢嘈杂 我喜欢独自躲在角落 自己思考 我有我的想法 可是我知道 这样的我 不是我自己 =(

我喜欢观察 喜欢揣测

或许想法和别人的不相同

可能对我感到陌生的朋友 不了解我

其实我 只不过把我自己很真诚的和你们交朋友

这就是我 啊拉蕾

当你望着相同的人事物

会不会也有一位和你相同的人

正在想着你心里的疑惑呢？

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自信

是自己散发出来的 源自于自己

但是 在其他人眼中的我

缺乏自信 而显得渺小 灰暗

我知道 我也没有十全十美

只是希望自己可以活在当下

每一天都活得自信十足

因为我相信 这个世界

会有凋零的一天

最近有点小懒惰 都不动脑筋以英文写日志

开始了我的日记生涯

『20岁的蜕变』

是我为自己取得书名

这些密密麻麻的文字对我来说

是人生的转变

陪伴我走过失落 开心 的旅程

谢谢你 文字

你是我最衷心的 朋友 我学会了 微笑带过一切

如果别人伤害了你 请你对他微笑

因为这表示 这根本不算什么

我是坚强的 我自己=)

晚安 眼睛

你是我的灵魂

如果有一天 我失去了你

这将会是我一辈子 最后悔的事

傻 的可以

有些话 是你永远都无法宣泄 只能自己默默倾听的

有些事 是你永远抹不去回忆 只能自己默默收藏的

有些人 是你这一辈子很憎恨 却又不敢说出口的人




那一年 你抛弃了我

我觉得自己 没有了你 会过得很好


的确 我断断续续的寻找下一段恋情

因为跌倒的很重

我爬不起来 每当想你的时候


只能告诉自己 你必须忍 不能够打扰他的生活


其实 我很后悔

当初为什么离开你

还记得

我的璇和我说过

他就像是一块过期的巧克力

你咬下去 苦涩 无甜味 其实没必要收藏

可是你觉得浪费 所以还是不舍得把它遗弃


没错 他不适合我

这点我明白

往往很愚蠢的以为 我们还会有未来


其实在我的生活一切正常 渐渐恢复的时候

因为一次邂逅 我遇见到了他


所有封闭的回忆 都历历在目

可是 想再去兑现

距离 是一个很可怕的阻碍




远远的 让我无法了解

其实 已经画上休止符


谢谢你 让我学习到了很多 也成长了不少

谢谢你 曾经陪伴我度过每一个哭泣的夜

真的 很谢谢你


长大了 唯有放下以前

才能够继续向前看齐

唯有试着对社会残忍

才能够朝着自己未来前进



再见了 一直被视为一切的你

也感激一直在身旁的家人 朋友 和小熊的主人

谢谢你们的体谅

请给我一些时间

走出回忆

曾经想过的愚蠢行为

真的傻 的可以

Dreams.

Hi.nice to meet you again.

Little blogger.i got a lot of transaction would like to share with you in the moment.

It's hardly to describe.

the emotional in my heart.

Recently,We went for Jay chou concert at Stadium Bukit Jalil on the day of 5th,March.

There were very crowded and i didn't even watched Mr Jay Chou properly.

But through the screen,He is really got talent in Music.

=) I will keep supporting him as long as he is still on the way of his journey of music.





Next event.

which is My brother wedding.

There were a lot of working in preparing the wedding.

And We did spent time on the background drawing.

But we managed to finish it on time=)

How nice.

But i think another ideas after i started to paint the first drawing in the middle of the way.

Heartache+headache.

so decided to finish the first idea in the end.

I hope that brother would like the background .

then i got nothing to worry.

Every incident which happened before was just a dream, for me.

A strong feeling of sadness comes up in my mind.

Honestly,

people always treats nicely to whom treats badly to them.

I am the one of the example.

Wind can't blow those of the unhappy air away.

How can I do?

There is only one thing.

keep walking and be strong.


Goodbye.and Take care....