至亲.圣诞节

日记 好久不见 我想你了

因为真的 好久没有找人聊天了

给所有我想念的朋友


提前祝你们 圣诞快乐


我是幸福的 因为能活在当下

比什么都拥有了一切


随着假日的来临 我们一家人 一起来到了 马六甲

很久没有聚在一起的我们

固然开心 也有一定的话题 想要和指定的对方说


我的其中一员 papa smurf 变成了我们的主角

呵呵

我对A Famosa的印象

因该只停留在5岁那一年 还记得爸爸抱着我 我们一起在懒人河 玩水

我想回到过去

回到那最初没有烦恼的自己


十五年了 它给了我不一样的感觉

其实是个好地方 表演很精彩 是个聚会的好地方

那一天 papa坐在凳子上

在等待着 等待着 希望

它希望 自己是个好人 把欢乐带给大家

虽然它知道 没有人是十全十美 它害怕踏出第一步 和人打交道的第一步

害怕被拒绝失败 气馁的它 还是固执的 等待着 别人来主动示好

在镜子里的自我 永远不会长大

因为它不了解周围

他不能很果断地下定论

一切就只能活在自我的世界里

永远是个井底之蛙
人生 就是不断的做选择

当你觉得对的时候 就表示其实你只不过是选择了

让你好过的一切

它依然坚持自我

小心翼翼的对它满怀的希望

一直护航着

希望它能够找到 对它真心的一切
跌跌撞撞 虽然心寒了

但是一直期待着

那份曙光 的来临

它是真的 很希望 一切能够美满
其实 寂寞 并非那么可怕

只是少了一个 能够分担你心事的人

少了一个 信任你 聆听你说话的人

没有话语的世界

没有了色彩

生活就是个空壳 暗淡无色
绿叶的扶持 树桐才能发挥它的用处

互补的情况

就是建立

而对它而言 树桐虽然一天一天萎缩

但绝没有违反了诚信的意义

它要的不过是 真心诚意的对待

友善的慰问

真诚的交流

它是固执 它虽然后悔之前的一切 但是它认错了

领悟后

一切都太迟了


二十岁的人生 不能重来

只能拍拍自己的肩膀

告诉自己 不准哭

准备收拾心情

重新出发



别人不了解你 没关系

最重要是 了解自己

疼爱自己 惜福 珍惜当下

因为你不知道 明天会发生什么事

再见了 青涩的友谊

昔日的我们 变成了

今日的回忆

如果时间久了 彼此淡忘的美好回忆

希望不要忘记

永远保存着


我爱你们

晚安 日记.人.事.物.
2011.12.14
Wednesday.

Fade.

Hey.welcome to lenice's thought.

come in a bit late.but never mind.as long as I did written something about the weekend.

should be okay.

haha...i am getting lazier and lazier......

might because of the whether ?or personal attitude.?


everyone is trying so hard to be hardworking.

why I am still remain the attitude like that?

maybe this is the reason i should think of myself.

and people seem like leaving beyond of me...I am so disappointed to myself.

lenice.cheer.


and let's talk about some delightful moment.
=)

During the weekend.

We were searching for our cousin qing2's present.

and Jacinth was so childish when she saw something blue in front of her.

haha.

=)

Jacinth.i will buy this for you soon.

Clumsy make Jacinth going insane.
haha

by the way.i got the childish sister.=)

you see.really can't stand on her.haha

another happy hour for my family day was we celebrated grandmum 77's birthday at Yi Jia restaurant which is nearby our house.


Guess what.The restaurant was full house and we took some pictures while we were waiting.

haha.Mindy and I. I was wearing a spectacle without lens.

And it was really worked to sharpen my face.


Some kind of sadness came across my mind that...

grandmum are getting older..

and there is no answer that how many year left we can still by her side..

I wish to say to grandmum that we all love you so much.

so please do take care of yourself whenever or wherever you do or you are...

hugging tight just because you are everything to us.



Honey crab is a dish which is very famous in the restaurant.

and do come and try it and indulge your taste bud..

o/s: salty and please make sure you drink enough water..

haha=)

night diary..night people...



心情终结：

我学会了 明白了 了解了

逝去的一切 脆弱 是因为当初的不以为然 而导致今天的 遗憾

沉淀

我 很平凡 有些时候 觉得自己特别的渺小

在别人眼中 我只是沙子

或许是一阵风



那么的轻浮 急躁


没错 我给人的感觉



就是一种爱耍寂寞的性格 因为我是双子座 那永远自己都不了解自己的星座

很想说 我自认自己不是典型的那一类

可是偏偏 定义是已被设定的

就把我自己 完全封闭起来


想试着 敞开心扉 开始想让世界漫漫的接纳我

才发现 原来这并不是这么简单



我发现 原来我的坚强 并不坚定

我害怕 我懦弱


朋友阿 我想你们了 能不能够偶尔也想起我

哪怕只是短短的几秒也好


新的学期 觉得自己没有把时间规划得很好

已经在开始担心了

时间其实过得很快


已经开学了4周

眼看我的测验报告 一天一天的逼近


我的神经细胞全部往上飙升到最高点

其实我很 紧绷 我好压力.....



日记 对不起 我荒废了你这么久

其实也很想像别人一样 把自己的部落格布置得美轮美奂

只是最近我很憔悴 没有好看的照片

感慨中.....




我想振作 活得更有自信 蕾儿......

晚安 世界

Out of Step in Modern Life.

Something happened to me.

And i was felt so regretful with the action i did.

Actually.

I am broke.

And I was just trying to adapt in such a luxury's life.


Honestly.It was quite hard to save of cut cost in Singapore.

Such a modern city for me.





And people could not live without money...

Everyday, i was worrying with my daily expenses....


However, people were thinking of how to fully utilize the money.....




I came from different world.


You guys can laugh at me...

But.This is the way i treasure my family....


I am not rich.but i was just trying to release some burden from daddy...


He were old.

And with the only little amount.

Acutally.it was quite suffered to stay in Singapore.....







Sorry about myself.you guys and my family..

I am not a good daughter.

I am not a good friend.

I had very bad character...



Sorry....

下次.微笑

最近想说 我真的很颓废

好没有精神 越来越没有自信了

我虽然20岁 但是一点精力也没有 我呆滞着 我沮丧着

功课压力好大

这是我第一次觉得 我的假期 好像都埋伏在功课堆里

不过这也许是好的现象

人生 唯有不断的努力 才会有成就的那一天

爸爸 妈妈 我爱你们

我会乖乖努力读书的

觉得家里是最温暖的


姐姐们 你们要向着你们的目标出发哦

哥哥 你要幸福快乐

狗狗 不要给我添麻烦 但是你好可爱哦

5岁了 要听话哦


妈咪我也爱你


=）




我最近爱上了运动

虽然时常孤零零的一个人

但是运动让我很放松

我喜欢流汗的感觉 把你的压力统统都抛到九霄云外去

当然 我也很爱吃

看到没有 这是苹果

哈哈

或许大家会觉得我很自恋 可是只想捕抓自己的任何时候

希望在我老了以后 还有很多照片可以回味

开始有目标了

我要背包旅行 买架相机 为这个世界纪录它的美好

人生是多么的短暂 唯有珍惜一切

你的人生 才会变得

有意义

因为我相信 这是上天的安排


我希望这个世界可以很美好






希望大家都可以过得很好

我也要对自己好一点

因为我今年20岁

笑口常开吧 蕾妮

呵呵 说真的 我的英文 到现在还是没有进步

有点怪自己不争气呢

每个人都有自己的缺点

而我的缺点 却是很多很多








自己不得不承认 我是多么的糟糕

希望自己就像照片中的自己那样 时时刻刻都要为自己加油打气


晚安 世界=）

ops.It was me again.

haha.

Stress

Wondering time flash back to my early childhood moment.

Nothing need to be worries and always in protection.

I wish I becoming a antigen to fight bacterials in my self thinking.....

Few more days to go...Term one exam is coming soon.....

This is my first test in Singapore...

and seriously...i never been such a panic way in my life before....

Emotional break down easily and always get influenced by minor factors....

Hey Lenice...Chill out....

Exam is nothing...as long as you studied and get prepared!

but.....time flied and i didn't touch up much regarding my studies.......

God....bless me......

I miss this kids...He was so adorable to me when i saw him....
And yet..both of them looked alike because of genetics make up from family?

Miss korea food much much but yet it's highly cost's living.....

=)I should think on it and relax myself.....

should indulge myself once i finish the exam.

Leya is struggle with anything now....

He's brain is malfunction and can't think on critically thinking.......

He need a deep breath.....

Deep deep breath........

1

2

3

Don't fall asleep=)!!!!!!!!

Lenice.......

i miss you....

独立

Good evening, i am here to share with you my life in Singapore.

Honestly, i love to stay on this website because i tend to be more relaxing and express my feeling easier.

I dislike my life at here, seriously..

I have to give parents better life and I have to struggle here.=)

But,i can manage my problems now.

Think in the other way around,i always believe my action can prove everything.

I wish to be a nice guy, but i did something bad for myself.

The action had shown that i am bad and selfishess.

I don't wish to be like that..I am so sorry to them....

Sorry.......


Well,let's forget about it first.

I have been in Singapore around 7 weeks ago.

I felt that it was because of luck.I got the chance to study here....

Thanks god.


I knew it seem like a little bit tough for me.

Sometime,i felt stressors is everywhere.'

and common test is coming soon.....

It is in week 8....

and guess what?

Now is already week 7....

I am really get into trouble....

Really wish can have a good rest after exam.....

But,i have to go for clinical assessment which is very important for nurses..

yet,i am so anticipation with that=)


I love biology....although I am still not familiar in nursing.

But i willing to learn give and take to suffer here for 3 years and get my diploma=)

Hm...............Bread and flour make me fat but no choice.

I grab them and dote them as my loves.

I can't even live without them.

=)Sometime.i used to have my meals alone.

But i met some Local friends here.

They were really nice guys.=)

Thank you all mates and friends.

Although sometime i am weird in action=(

My banana pencil's case is with me in Singapore.

She was missing her friends so much.

But she still have to survive too.

So i feed some soy for her=)

Leya is with me now in Singapore now.

I did cover blanket for him every night.

=(The whether is freaking hot and i can even sweat after i bathe=(

poor thing man....

I will be back home once i free from school=)

Home is the best part in my life.

And i miss them....

Recently,my grandmum suffering memories lost because of insulin's factors.

Hoping that everything is fine there and they could have a nice trip to China=)

Nothing to say much.=)

Going to meet you next time.

Night My blog.Heart you=)