Elapse.

As you can see that a panda is standing alone and crying sadly.

It is me.

I don't know when it was happened.

We had changed the style of communication with full of suspicion.


You might be think i always cheating you with others reason.
But.I am standing clear and support on my argument.

I was just gathered with my friends.


I am not that kind of person that you think.


I am totally colapse after heard what u been said.


Sorry for i let you down.



And please don't attach any extravagant hope on me.




It is unworth.


You shouldn't said like that because you are my parent.


I love rainy day.

Rain drops are my best friends.

Because we are just realize to each others.

Aroma of green tea❤

I would like to say:" A very sweet dream to you all."

Aren't you all felt curious that why i spoken this out?


It's almost half an hour to one midnight.

I usually liked to type my blog at night.

Because i could felt that I was really calm when write my blogger at night.


Tonight going to be a cold night as it had a heavily rained just now.

I like the drops of rain.

It might be a message which send by heaven to all the people in the planet.

Heaven was cried.

Because It is getting stress to withstand those burdens which proceed out from human being.

Technology make people became easy but it left the consequences to our environment.

As i would like to say sorry to the heaven too.

I am a human being who throw rubbishes in daily life too.

Really sorry from the deeper of my heart.

Let's pray that i could success in my enzyme production.

And make the life better.


Yes.You are correct.

Went to Starbucks to have a tea break with friends few days ago.

I thought was :"It's really charming in the deep of night."


As you can see that an owl loves to predate at night

because each single species in the world have their social models.

We can't change their mind.

Same goes to human.

We are special.

We can't find another oneself in the world expect "clone".

Wei Yang always scold me that there was really wasted money to purchase a tall cup of green tea cream in starbucks.

But i don't agree with that.

Green tea is the best choice no matter where i am.

I love the scent of it.

It is nature.Simple.

We were sat over a highchair as we came late.

We did enjoyed the gathered time very much as we chattered until it closed it's business in the end.

We are getting stress as we undergo into transforms.

Friends.Don't fed up with recent life.

The future is waiting behide you.

All the best to this lead ____Candace.

Just keep your dream in mind.

Then you are going to fly into the highest beyond the ground soon.

Cross your fingers.

We bless you.

Smile is the only way to show how good the manner you are.

Smile is the best weapon to dissolve all the problems you face in the society.

Be smile^_____________________^

My eyelid getting disobey as the night getting dark.

Well.Good night to everyone.

Turn off the computer.

Night❤

I am So heartily toward you.

It was just a Diary For me,myself.

I get this kind of feeling recently.

I feel so timid to pose my blogger towords everyone.

Just because i lack in confident?

hmm.Hm..

Perhaps I could gain excellent writting skills in the future.

I did missed everyone who always visit my blogger.

I am so grateful for all you guys had done for me.

Thanks a lot.....

I haven't update my blogger just because i went for took care of my grandmum few days ago.

My aunt went to Indonesia for a vacation.

So i had got to take care of my beloved---Grandmum.

In these few days.

I was so happy because you can took care of yourself nicely whenever i went out for worked.

Grandmum,i am so proud of you.

And please take good care of yourself because i wish you will by myside forever and ever.

I like the most is,She always sat beside me every dinner.

And given her's summary in whole day life with clearly and full of explanation.

^___________________________^

I will go visit you again when i am free.

Love you.

In the cage.

I sat down and started to type my blog with strong feelings.

The sky was blue and stars were sparkling.

but why i just couldn't feel their warm and constant?

Something happened to me?

I knew that i was a bad girl and even not longer your obedient daugther anymore.

Could you stop asking me "Where you want to go?"
with the fiery temper whenever i step out the door?

I need a talk with you.

Why we can't just be like others people,discuss the issue softly,share their mind whenever they face troubles.

I had choosen the way of life that you had given to me.

I know that i need to continue the path without any complaining.

Please forgive what i did before.

I am not the best,I admit this.

but i will prove to you in the future.

I am playful but i am always think highly of the future.

The bird is in the cage now.

She is unhappy because no one could understands her.

I love my parents but it is too hard for me to express out the feeling of love to them.

Daddy.Mummy i love you.


Today,i discovered that there are many locked diaries in my old blogger.

It means important to me because that is the only memory i left.

Trying to open it because i found that i miss them very much.

The young girl doesn't know how to solve her relationship even get through consultation by her's friends.

I love this tale.The story is about Pandora.

Once upon a time,There was a youth called Pandora.She was pretty and capable.
I forgot to tell you all that she was a fairy.

But,She has a weakness of curiosity in her mind since she was a small baby.

One day,her father tried to test her pains and he decided to send her to the man's world.

Before Pandora get going,her father past a box which had been locked and gave her a warned.

"Cannot open the box when you stay in the world.", her father told her.

Pandora noded her head and went down to the world.

Time flies like an arrow,

She started to miss her life in the heaven after stayed in a small hut.

Suddenly,She realized that she still had a box with her.

But her father's advice reminded her action.

She felt scare and put it back to the place.


Few more days ago,she had been defeated by her curiosity.

She opened the box secretly and there was a big aperture came out and lighthen up the whole world.

There was a punishment given by her father.

Because of her curiosity,all the people in the world have got to suffer all of the disasters forever.

So, this is why people in the world became ruthless,irritable,selfish and so on....

.The end.

Frankly,the value i learned from this story was think twice before action.

I dont want everybody suffer together with me just because i did a mistake.


Well,let's talk somethings which is out of the topic.

My plan is go for an exercise tomorrow.

Enemy,i will going to kill you off!!!

So,stay tune with my blogger.

I miss you~night❤

mixed feeling

The past of me.

Everything changed since time kept moving without any reason.

I could feel that i am not longer myself.

As i grown up with age.

I am lost.

Every person did mistake before.

and they maybe felt regret with the dicision which made by them.

Will they tried to rescue the past?

I am a pessimism.

every time i feel sad and down.

i love to stay alone and hide myself in a lonely place.

Sometimes..

i used to be alone.

although i could felt lonely when having a meal or walk alone.

there are good expriences for me to be mature.

I started to write dairy as to record what i did in my life.

The destiny is still far away.

I have to reach there with effort and patient.

Walk with firm and steady is the only way.

Wipe the tears.I will be alright.

It is Hurt

Wednesday was coming in a unconscious situation.

I slept until 10 am something and did all my house-hold with slow motion

Yawn....

It was so sleepy....

Today is a unlucky day for me.

I fried some fish cutlet which given by my Doctor.

Decided to give them on the next day.

Suddenly,I was spattering by the cooking oil.

It is so hurt.

I soaked my hand in cold water and applied some toothpaste to cool down the pain.

It doesn't work at all.

Luciky.i managed to finish the cooking session.

huu...

My lunch was porridge.

Put some hot dogs,crab cakes, carrots,toufus and an egg into it.

Although the taste was not tasty like others foods.

I enjoyed it very much.

I love to eat so i grab some fruits and make a salad.

I am always eating in the whole day.

I am regret too.

But the action controlled my mind.

Wish to go out and have a fresh breathe.

When i can travel alone without any burden and trouble?

The problems make me headache and i seriously need some relaxation.

Could someone brings me beyond here?

I need a hug.a real hug.

It is time to do some preparation for my tuition class tonight.

Bye^___________^

Suffer in sick

I am having a sick now.

It is so suffering and i couldn't talk to people with my normal voice.

The throat is just like burning on a fire.

I can feel that my body tempreture is getting higher.

I am so lonely...

My family went for a dinner.

They were left me alone here.

I need caring from the people who i care of.

I need some rest.

I am so tiring now...

The only way i can do is hugging my teddy and say good night to him.

night to everyone.

I hate this kind of feeling.

I am so regret.

Hello. It seems like i never been here to upload my blogger recently.

Sincerely,i was wasting my life in most of the time.

I have no idea what is going on with me.

Getting hot temper and always disobey daddy and mummys' advices.

I would like to say.I am so sorry.

My action let you down and i knew that i cannot change your mind on me even I be back to a good girl right?

I met some problem which are regarding to my personality.

I am so pissed off.

My face started to grow a lot of pimples.

The main reason is I lack of sleep.

Life is too young in the stage of teen.

I am really wish to get back into my studies life.

I don't want to stay in the realistic world.

It is so falsity for me.

November was coming,

i was wondering what new hair style is suitable for me to transfrom myself when 20 years old?

haha.

Uncertain.I got no money just because i get used on shopping?

Trying to change my life style now.

No liquor.No more to be a night owl.

Exercise more.Be more mature are the right ways.

I am really sorry to those who care on me.

Night.to everyone.

❤